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Saturday, August 25, 2007
i feel i'm prejudiced against everyone around me . even my own friends . its really !@#$%^& you know . but i always try to remind myself with this : if i see him/her/them as my friends , i will look upon their bad points as their good points . i wont be minding those actions ^^ (dearie this is for you to read also) i MUST learn to control . but sometimes things just go out-of-way ~ nevermind , dearie is always there supporting me . so vice versa , Dearie i'd be reminding you not to to angry over un-important stuffs . hurhurhur . everything is nothing . this world , myself , everythings is just air . i can see that , i really do . Lust and desire made us lose what we've got in the first place , and what we owned . So people , stop blaming the gods or fates for the bad life you've got . Look back and see , when you understand what you've did and why , you can move on from then ... Posted by whywhy at
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Maybe i should learn to enjoy every part of my life , even if it means the bad ones . Because it doesnt repeat again . Many times in life i feel like giving up , feel like abandoning myself . Thinking that i can just die away like that . But friends around me hold me on , telling me they would be there . Maybe a few words cant do much ; but i know that their concern is enough already . We shouldnt be dependant on our friends too , they too have their own problems . Grateful enough that they're there for us . But some people think that their friends adds more problem for them , so in the first place why are they all friends ? If you regard them as friends , you shouldnt be shifting the wrongs and blames to them , unless its really their fault . Sometimes environment , people , time , mood JUST doesnt allow us to be RIGHT all the time . And i believe no human can do that .. Wats the definition of "right" and "wrong" , there shouldnt be R and W in the world . cause R and W is just our own views and opinions for that specific event . Lets say breaking rules is W , but even rules are set by man . And they say " man are all equal - but why cant we change it ?" The existance of R and W caused so much sufferings to us from the past till now and still going on in reality . Mistakes - everyone does that . But who can really admit and face up to themselves . Most of us blame our mistakes onto others without knowing it . And thats when troubles start appearing . But , even if we have the courage to admit and face it , how many can really FORGIVE themselves ? few . Forgiving needs much more courage than anything . And even when you can forgive , who will be there to give a 2nd chance . Many agrees on the outside , but when it come to realistic and by action , how many are willingly ? As friends , we shouldnt be pushing the blames or adding the oil to the person , but helping them to change by reminding them .. Sadly sometimes , you can just find nobody to understand . Some will even ask you to fuck off and dont kpo . Lol , or maybe say you're faking your help - jia xiang xing . Thinking back , who's so free to fake themselves helping you ? That person must be crazy or whatsoever la . We're not asking to them to appreciate , but just understanding will make things fine .. To people who feel down or feel that nobody is there for them , or people are prejudice against them (or prejudice against their own friends) , think about it . Did you let your friends help you ? Did you share or tell them your problems . BUT , seriously sometimes when you trust the wrong person , things go worse and thats when you blame them . By that point , back to square 1 , that sucky feeling is back again . At the 2nd time , you really find no hope again . So you take up everything yourself . And after sometime you realise being by yourself isnt that bad afterall , cause you're already independant by that time . Till now , i still dont know whats "friends" . Defination -A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts . Or should they be called people with masks , having the ability to plot against when you arent realising . Lol , sounded very bad but its true when you can see this from your heart . Main point is , we should always choose our friends carefully , to prevent yourself from giving others the chance to betray you . God gave us the ability to love , care , share , concern , but how come majority of us are always arguing , being selfish with one another , getting worked up at each other for no reason(sikit sikit ta bulehLOL) , despising others and the weak ones , laughing at those who look ugly on the outside . We care for each other from the heart , not from the mouth . Many things we hope people understand , or perhaps THOUGHT they know . But never thought that they will never know until we tell them . (all of above statement is based on own's opinions) phew ~! long long time never type for so long le ... hahaha . so much rubbish . its already 1.43pm liao .. sians have to go awhile more later . my birthday's coming le , anyone got suggestion .. ? haiz . currently ning , anqi , pei , qiqi , qi , jas , boon , hui , poh , popiah is on my mind . lols in short means i'm missing them =) Where's the old Jelly 4 (jelly si ren zu)? and where's the old Jie Mei Tong lol ? i miss you all ! Posted by whywhy at
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
hello .. it has been ages since i stopped blogging . suddenly got a feeling wan to blog , so i went all the efforts into building up a blog AGAIN . life has been super duper , ultra , fucking bored . i've been rotting away for 2 whole months & i'm so disappointed with myself . i hate the life now i'm having . hate e people around me , hate everything . *sighs i miss the old times , miss the old me , miss my old friends , miss the past . havent been blogging for such a long time , out of a sudden i've no idea what to write . anyway i wont be updating my this blog too often cuz my computer is still unable to use currently ! ending here , shall update more in my next post (when i'm free) . right now i'm missing ah chong , ah poh , ah pei , hui er and perhaps him . INDEED , I'M VERY UPSET WITH YOU , though i've forgiven you . AFTERALL , YOU'RE THE FIRST BF WHO SHOUTED AT ME ... Posted by whywhy at |
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